If there’s anything that I struggle to grapple with when I
tell people what I am doing in two short weeks, it is in hearing the most
common response: “Wow – you must really
have a calling.”
The response is one that truly makes me reevaluate the
stigma surrounding when Americans travel to Africa. It gives the false pretense
that in order to have a “calling from God” or to serve the Lord – one must
travel far away from family and give up their previous life.
How quite contrary is the truth. If my decision to travel to
Zambia in a year gives the pretense that one must go far to serve – I am
selling Christ short in spreading the true Good News.
WE ALL HAVE A CALL –
to love and share the Good News.
When I was graduating I was deciding whether to serve with
St. Paul’s Outreach, an amazing Catholic Outreach Ministry on college campuses
or with the Dominican Volunteer International.
One day I printed off both applications and took them to Adoration to
pray before the Lord and fill out both applications. After filling out the
application for DVI, I picked up the application for St. Paul’s Outreach and
realized it had printed off blank pages where the application should have printed off. It was in that moment I decided I’d
take steps to apply for DVI and asked God to please interfere if He wanted me
somewhere else. It was a choice between two very good opportunities – often is
the case in ministry. But it was by no means a direct “calling” from God
saying, “Christine go to Africa.” (How much easier that would have been.) But
we were granted free will and to make our own decisions for a reason.
The call isn’t to travel. The call is to love wherever you
are at. The call is to be the best person you were created to be. The call is
to share with the world your unique gifts and talents wherever you are and in
whatever you are doing.
It would seem as
though my beliefs contradict my actions – if I don’t believe you need to travel
or go far to love and serve God – I am often asked, “Christine, why can’t
you serve the poor in America?”
I could say for own reasons – I’ve always wanted to
travel to Africa and experience life in another culture. God has graciously provided
me with an opportunity to do just that while still being able to live out the true
“call” of discipleship – which is to love.
This past week I was blessed to travel to St. Paul’s
Outreach Headquarters in Minnesota during a road trip with one of my very best friends, Stephanie Shoenfelt - a woman who is constantly challenging me in my faith. I felt very moved and inspired being there with
my peers who have chosen to live out their "call" by giving of themselves to this
ministry. I couldn’t help but tear up a little while being there because had I
applied and been accepted - I could honestly see myself serving with St. Paul’s
Outreach…or I can see myself staying in my job now as a dietitian at a free
health clinic for my brothers and sisters in Columbus…what a beautiful gift
that God gives us good options to serve and live out the "call" - options that aren’t bound by location…
St. Francis de Sales said, “Serve God where you are and do
what you are doing.” If I am leaving this country and not serving and loving God in my workplace in Columbus, my
community, my studies, my family – it matters not what I do in Africa. It matters what we do every day, every moment – wherever we are – to share the call to love. The call isn’t where you go – the call rests and lies in who He is and who He enables you to be and do - wherever you are today.
Blessed Mother Teresa said, “It is easy to love the people
far away. It is not always easy to love those close to us. It is easier to give
up a cup of rice to relieve hunger than to relieve the loneliness and pain of
someone unloved in our own home. Bring love into your home for this is where
our love for each other must start.”
Let us all live out our own call – our shared call – our call
to love.
Love you so much sister! You are such a great example of loving and serving Him every second of every day of your life. I am so beyond excited to see where God takes you and all the beautiful people you are going to serve this next year :)
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